“Put a Fence Around It” is a way
of thinking about Mania and Depression while you are manic or depressed. Consider
the following analogy. Suppose you have a dog and a fenced yard. You leave your
dog in the yard while you go to work. When you get back from work what can you
expect? You can expect your dog to still be contained within the confines of
your fence. However, it is uncertain what your dog did during those hours you
were gone. Within this bounded region there exists uncertainty. Your yard is
like your moods and your mind is like your dog. Mania and depression are
bounded events in time despite their encompassing chaotic behavior. Each mood
definitely has a beginning and an end regardless of the uncertain behavior of
your mind within that mood. However, to help you gain certainty over the
duration of your moods you must “fence your yard.”
An imaginary “fence” can be constructed around
your mood by actively predicting its duration while you are experiencing the
mood. It's very easy while you are depressed or manic to forget that these
things have beginnings and ends with or without your conscious prediction. These
feelings as I’m sure you already know can be all consuming. You might feel like
light trying to escape the event horizon of a black hole. There's no turning
back despite travelling at the greatest possible speed in precisely the
opposite direction. The gravity of these feelings becomes so immense that time
itself becomes warped. A minute can feel like an hour and hours can feel like
minutes.
When I came up with “Put a Fence
Around It” I created a running tally of my moods on an Xcel spread sheet. However,
I decided to add the mood called centered. I call it centered because it's
somewhere in-between mania and depression. Centered turns out to be my dominant
state of mind at least in terms of the amount of time that I experience it.
However, the other two moods are so much more powerful than being centered. So
they must be weighted in terms of their contributions. The amount of energy required
to be either depressed or manic is greater per unit of time than being
centered.