Zero and One are Friends Not Enemies

 

0000000000000000000000000000000011111111111111111111111111111111

---0000000000000000111111111111111100000000000000001111111111111111---

-----0000000011111111000000001111111100000000111111110000000011111111-----

------0000111100001111000011110000111100001111000011110000111100001111------

----- -0011001100110011001100110011001100110011001100110011001100110011- -----

---------0101010101010101010101010101010101010101010101010101010101010101---------

 

           

            My plan is simple. I’m beginning again. Recreation is my only choice; else the future holds only what I can expect. Literally, I must [RE]-create, rebuild the person, the mind, the program at the core of my being. The insane are without freedom because of the probabilities associated with their actions. My freedom or imprisonment is established by my choices, the force of others, and the misfortunes I cannot avoid. However, freewill, no different than muscle, must be exercised, or it will be lost. The probability that any action, any thought, or any reality will emerge in my life, is increased each time it’s repeated. The moment of creation occurs when a novel state of mind takes form. However, it requires an enormous force and a keen intelligence to pick, from out of the nearly infinite set of possibilities of the mindscape, a new state that will be worthwhile, and hopefully build networks to be explored with delight.

            However uplifting this might sound, it is still true the weight of the past makes claim on the present but my tendencies from the past can be made less likely and new tendencies can be built. My will is capable of shifting the distribution of its character to a more desirable set of possibilities. I’m blessed to have the elements of character necessary for constant re-creation. Too many have foolishly assumed I am anything close to normally distributed. It is as if I’ve been surrounded by the same investors crowding Wall Street, who place bets on falling and rising stocks, but who fail to see their constant miscalculations as evidence of a misguided and inadequate theory. If the mind behind my reality truly is the soul of an artist, then not only is my being free in ways that the stable cannot conceive but is also the most likely candidate to answer questions that have yet to be answered, to inspire in new ways, to create ideas and masterpieces that will continue to do work even when my soul is lost.

            Any theory of mind, including of myself, is anything but complete. It is far easier to claim “I am wiser than I am” than to be humbled by the truth. But herein lay the diamonds in the rough! And paradoxically so! Instability is precisely to be expected from the heart of an innovator. To make change regularly and without fear, builds a tendency in each of us to be just a tab bit closer to fulfilling conditions upon which we can claim “I am free!” I can’t imagine a more beautiful experience, than to feel inadequately prepared for what will transpire in my life, and yet upon facing a challenge realize that I actually am capable and prepared! Faith is trust. It is the belief in my own abilities, that creativity and potential itself is enough to warrant self investment.

New Piano

 

I recently purchased this Schafer & Sons SS-60 medium sized grand piano. Her name is Rose. Sometime this year I'll be enrolling in a piano tuning program and I will be documenting my progress in that endeavor. I also have an ear training course that I'll be working on concurrently. Enjoy!

Schrodinger's Hand Equation

The stencil above I used to create this piece of art called "Schrodinger's Hand Equation". Any closed loop such as the outline of a hand can be turned into a wave pattern as a point traces its perimeter. There are 8 hands in the center. The set above are the hands of a beautiful woman I was privileged to date for a short period of time. Each set of hands contains a smaller pair of hands. The hands above contain a scaled version of the hands below and vice versa. These smaller set of hands are meant to represent the "virtual" selves that we each carried and still carry of each other in our minds. The background is an order 40 complete graph to represent our real plus imaginary fingers. And finally on the left and right halves in gold and grey are the corresponding waves forms of each hand.

Solar Flower

Branded

When you're broken down, I hope you think of me. 
When you've lost your mind, Go ahead and look in mine. 
Because all of this madness, Has pointed to the divine! 

It's a futile attraction, But it's more like a need. 
When taken together... unlocks boundaries. 
Because these waking eyes, Are scheduled to be free! 

I got a million tricks up my sleeve, 
But I keep thinking that I'm pulling the easy. 
But I'm not giving up no, 
And I'm not giving out, 
I'm just waiting for some time! 

It's black or white, Left or right, Up or down but without a fight! 
I never dreamt I'd be dreamin, 
I never thought I'd be thinking this loud! 

I got a million tricks up my sleeve, 
But I keep thinking that I'm pulling the easy. 
But I'm not giving up no, And I'm not giving out, 
I'm just waiting for your time! 

So don't go and underestimate, 
All of the things you've learned to... Hate 
They'll go and tell you,You've lost your mind. 
But I'll tell you a secret my friend, It's holy and divine... 
this thing we call Time!!

How To Train Your Intelligent Monster (Part 0)

Your past is light cast onto your mind and the form of your future is its shadow. Your mind is quasi-deterministic. Juxtapose mind "awake" against mind "asleep". Is it not obvious that your mind is some sort of a two? Name them parts I and D for indeterministic and deterministic. By the Axiom of Pairing, there exists a set call it U such that it is the harmonic combination of both I and D. Thus, U = {I , D}. U is a set of sets. It is a multiplicity that allows itself to be thought of as a unity. This is as clear as empty space.

Now, define a relation Փ whose domain and range are the elements of U. X Փ Y expresses the intimate connection between the sometimes unknown parts of your being and the familiar "I" you experience daily. Consider a moment in your life when you are fully asleep but suddenly you are called into being by something your deterministic mind has identified as a threat. Using our relation Փ, this experience is formulated as such D Փ I. In contrast, I Փ D can been identified by case when you are attempting something new.

This latter case is your method to a future alternative to what would evolve if only D Փ I were true for the duration of your life. I Փ D is real and if you are not convinced, then do this. Pick something to focus on. It can truly be anything. Now, during your attempt you will witness D Փ I. In other words, your deterministic mind is still running the mindgrams (programs) of your past. Immediately upon recognizing D Փ I, choose I Փ D by bringing back into awareness your previously chosen focus. Oops... your deterministic mind has been altered.

Window of Transformation 1